wow I haven't written here for a long time. It's just... every time I went on here I don't feel it's alright to write down something. it's so ridiculous honestly, I don't need to explore deep and mysterious corners of my or anyone else soul every time I want to leave a note. it's just...diary. I shouldn't be serious about it. 
wow I'm so pretentious lol
anyway I guess I'm doing well. I mean I've been super busy at work lately, so much stuff to do etc, I even look for assistant rn, who would done all boring, but necessary stuff, which kills a lot of my time that I could have spent more creatively.

In other news there are like 3 men who seem interested in me :/ and as always I don't feel like going on a date with anyone of them.
I dunno what's this, just a little hint on possibility-of-sometthing-what-might-be-called-relationship-in-the-future and I'm disappearing in a moment. None of them is smart, funny or beautiful enough for my high desires, so I can't be bothered at all.
I like being on my own, don't know why do people make such a big fuss from it.