четверг, 3 мая 2012 г.

Sometimes it's ok talking to him. Sometimes it's not. Most of the time he just gets on my nerves, but it usually happens when he's drunk or stoned. And he's like this most of the time. I'm glad we broke up.
Now he forces me to earn money from russian Blur community. I yelled at him and called him a dickhead. I'm doing this because of love and appreciation towards these people.
Such an attitude only irritates me. Different internet magazines and radio shows write me asking to make posts about them. If it relates to Blur (or any member of it) I do it, if it's not an advertising.
And he says I should ask for money!
"You devote too many hours to it." tells me 26 year old guy who hasn't worked for few years already, lives with his mum and dates 16 year old girl :S
Of course I don't pay attention. I'm HAPPY we broke up.

среда, 2 мая 2012 г.

I need to hang on this note somewhere near my computer, so my co-workers won't be bothered anymore trying to arrange a date for me

Одинокая девушка одинока отнюдь не потому, что до сих пор не встретила распрекрасного Петю. Она одинока потому, что по своим внутренним причинам не готова ни к встрече с Петей, ни к отношениям еще с кем-либо. Судьбоносная встреча происходит тогда, когда человек к ней готов. А устраивать свидания, когда о них не просят – это, опять же, унижение человеческого достоинства. Подобная “забота” не стоит благодарности – лучше от нее деликатно отказаться.
Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes.
― William Gibson

wow it's slightly frightening but I really look the same. My Fred Perry is black tho with twin white lines on the sleeves, but basically if I smoke I even smoke Malboro menthol lights (I'm ashamed to admit what I'm doing this, it happens really rarely and usually after couple of drinks...lol that doesn't add any extra points to my reputation)

at least today I'm wearing red converse and loose blue shirt... wow another original look of mine.
The point is I've always fighted to look differently to others and now I'm realising all what I'm doing is just replica of someone else? Does it really bother me?
NO