wow we got closer with Polina lately, because of her started obsession with Blur. Not sure who's one to blame. Was it me and just chain of sequences, but she's truly obsessed now and yay now we share not only love to AM and Miles.
She's cute and nice, once I felt down and she called me and sang 3 songs in a row, that was so aaawwww sometimes it's really freaking me out (in a good way) that some people are so kind and concerned. I mean I'm trying to be like this too, but... idk probably I rarely meet someone like this irl.
And she reminds me of me a lot. She's a bit younger (17 years old) and of course hasn't experienced same things as me yet, but she strangely sounds a lot like me most of the time.
And even her behaviour...once we got closely, I see how much she needs my company and she's trying to look less eager, but fails and accidentally drops something like "oh evening without you seemed so boring and unworthy".
I know how hard it can be to say. I'm always afraid that people don't feel the same way as me and my concern for certain person just bothers him.
It's like a vicious circle. I'm afraid to say what I want to say aloud and being such an annoying stalker, so choose completely opposite direction and look indifferent in other eyes, so if they've loved me already they don't sure if I love them back, so they go away as as soon as possible.
Yes, she's often called unemotional and arrogant and concentrated on being model student etc
She doesn't suffer fools gladly and she doesn't know how to keep distance with the current affair ;)
stay awesome guuurl
She's cute and nice, once I felt down and she called me and sang 3 songs in a row, that was so aaawwww sometimes it's really freaking me out (in a good way) that some people are so kind and concerned. I mean I'm trying to be like this too, but... idk probably I rarely meet someone like this irl.
And she reminds me of me a lot. She's a bit younger (17 years old) and of course hasn't experienced same things as me yet, but she strangely sounds a lot like me most of the time.
And even her behaviour...once we got closely, I see how much she needs my company and she's trying to look less eager, but fails and accidentally drops something like "oh evening without you seemed so boring and unworthy".
I know how hard it can be to say. I'm always afraid that people don't feel the same way as me and my concern for certain person just bothers him.
It's like a vicious circle. I'm afraid to say what I want to say aloud and being such an annoying stalker, so choose completely opposite direction and look indifferent in other eyes, so if they've loved me already they don't sure if I love them back, so they go away as as soon as possible.
Yes, she's often called unemotional and arrogant and concentrated on being model student etc
She doesn't suffer fools gladly and she doesn't know how to keep distance with the current affair ;)
stay awesome guuurl
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